A Funny Feeling

Our youngest daughter, A, has been gone from here for over 2 years. This is the LAST time she has left our home. The three times previous she left, she came back--not under great circumstances, either. Thing is, I STILL feel as if she will be back on our doorstep, unexpectedly and heartbroken, asking if she can move back in. My stomach jumps every so often when the phone rings or I hear a vehicle outside--at times I KNOW it is her (and so far, it hasn't been.) I can't figure out why I feel like this. I definitely want her to be happy and move on with her life, but I really am not sure she has made the best or wisest decisions. I think this relationship she is in now happened because she was on the rebound and wanted SOMEONE in her life--I don't know if she really thought this through. I just don't want to see her hurting again--it breaks my heart.